Update....
I've been in Alaska since Monday, helping my mother finish the details of my stepfather's passing. I needed to be here for my mom, as there were many details to take care of, not to mention the emotional strain and grief.
Though I was not very close to Glenn, his departure brings home the temporary nature of our lives, and the urgency of pursuing our dreams. It is easy to regret those paths not taken, the words you could have said, the help you could have been, the love you could have shown.
I find that I have few regrets for actions I have undertaken, and many for things passed by - the lesson in this appears to be that it is far better to act than to ponder, to live than to wait. We have only the very moment in which we live, fleeting and ethereal, gone as it arrives. There may be no other chance to be the person you wish to be, there may be no other time to express your voice, to share your life, your love, your smile. We must all live within the moment, looking also foreword into what will and back into the shadows of were. Goals may be what we strive for and attain, but we are forever bound to live the process, the journey.
This sidestep from my journey has given to me the opportunity to visit friends, renew bonds, and serve others, and for that I am grateful.
Sometimes, I am reminded, these renewals are painful. In Fairbanks, the tears of a friend were bitter raindrops on my heart as I saw that she had glimpsed the possible, fallen in love with the potential, yet was broken by the reckless brush of fate as the possible vanished into what could not be. May you find your path.
And may you find yours, kind and generous reader, and may it find you joyous.
Though I was not very close to Glenn, his departure brings home the temporary nature of our lives, and the urgency of pursuing our dreams. It is easy to regret those paths not taken, the words you could have said, the help you could have been, the love you could have shown.
I find that I have few regrets for actions I have undertaken, and many for things passed by - the lesson in this appears to be that it is far better to act than to ponder, to live than to wait. We have only the very moment in which we live, fleeting and ethereal, gone as it arrives. There may be no other chance to be the person you wish to be, there may be no other time to express your voice, to share your life, your love, your smile. We must all live within the moment, looking also foreword into what will and back into the shadows of were. Goals may be what we strive for and attain, but we are forever bound to live the process, the journey.
This sidestep from my journey has given to me the opportunity to visit friends, renew bonds, and serve others, and for that I am grateful.
Sometimes, I am reminded, these renewals are painful. In Fairbanks, the tears of a friend were bitter raindrops on my heart as I saw that she had glimpsed the possible, fallen in love with the potential, yet was broken by the reckless brush of fate as the possible vanished into what could not be. May you find your path.
And may you find yours, kind and generous reader, and may it find you joyous.
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